goods n bad

(bad things)
my phone lar.... i know.....u guys wondering how it can be lyke ryte.......actually....its onli a little fight.....
(goods)
but watever it is,,, i love her...yes i do .....
i always do....yeah.....
....i thought......she was coming but...she didnt came ....... nvm its ok...as long i have fatin by myside....
oh fatin.....:)
heehee
im sorry to say this but i love n miss you sooo muchie-muchies..:)
....... and btw
for three years spf n gvss always drew in a match n today, we won yup2 we won.......:)

........

was really busy today with soccer,remedial....n....talk to her not even 3 mins.... msg her 9 tymes....n.....yeah
love,rashid

b2

ok........after
training,(school training.....)
was really lethargic..gosh....
otw hm i called fatin....n yeah2
we're meeting .....
25mins later...ending up meeting at big mac....
sit there laugh talk laugh..... n then went off,......
her friend was like a toyol.....dissapearing here n there....


after all that i went on the way bck hm.......
(i know guys dont usually cry)

she sent me home by takin the same bus n .......
as we were waiting for the bus,....we had a small chat n a little merajoksness,....
i didnt mean i say "she's cheap'but...cmon,,,,,
she thought tat i was saying tat she's cheap n so......
i said no fatin comeón......nawww
....she kept quiet n i was like......
tried every single thing to ........her didnt work ....i just dont know what to do....if she knew wats in my heart.....love.love.love....

what im trying to say is tat i don't wanna lose her...i dont wanna loose u fatin... iknow its irritating to say that everytime... i know.....
inside the bus.....i felt like a boy who's just loosing his life bit by bit......oh i......dont know what to say....if just u were in my shoes....if just......
i want this relationship go far far far.......
coz someone dont believe in long relationship....
i wish i wish ....she say tat....rashid....i dont wanna loose u to.... i just wish tat....but nah...nvm.... i dont expect much from her....

the truth is i have had send her a msg when i was in secondary 2(friendster msgs..)...but it didnt work n now.... no wonder she's famliar n im familiar to her..... i mean here she is in front of me....here she is.....
gosh i love her... i love b2...i love friends families n yeah i love u fatin afiqah fareez omar quasha ahmad........:)

;)love,love,love.....

~~rashid~~

:)

its really ......fun:)LOve:)

love

dearest,,b2,, If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling .................................

A stranger you were once.Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.As our lives engaged,you lit my life and I held both your hands.Now that decades have passed,ours souls have indeed become one.How fortunate we are that we have found the love so truethat everyone dreams about.with anyone other than you..............................

Your lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away.....

wooooohooooo

ok....yesterday after training i went to sports hall... supposed to have a date....aha....
i've waited fer her like 20 mins n.....there's no one.... along the way bck hm,,
she msg me where m i....so i called n ask her to wait at tampines int....
5 mins later......


heyou!!!!
your late!!!says fatin........
n i was lyke no.... iwaited fer you n u didnt show up....n then blah3
i have to gave on....:p means i lost tat conversations:)
went to food culture....n chat laugh chat laugh.....aha....n then laugh then went to tamp int...... send her bck home .....
inside the bus........



ahem3
close your eyes...
n .......yup-pahohe2 je lah enh....then followed her friend to met her ex while we were.....
again........yup2
then walk me home went my house put my beg.....
n then started walking towards her house:)
n again.................


aha yeah got one time we did it bside a road n in front of a rubbish truck while one apek was sleeping heeeheeee

wooooohooooo

.....harsh

n000000 skool lost 5-1?????
WHAT THE HELL.....
TO TELL U THE TRUTH WE CAN WIN!!!!!
ALTHOUGH I DIDNT PLAY<<<<,,,,,,,,,,,,THE WAY I SAW THEM PLAY YESTERDAY,,,
GOSH WE DOMINATED THE FIRST 20 MINS!!!!N THEN.....BOOOOM!!!!!
wth....the skool team is really3 strong!!!
with nawawi,acap at the back there shouldnt be any probs.....
with midfielders like faiz,afiq,khairi,fadhlun,,,,there shouldnt be anyprobs ryte??
shahid striker....aizat.......all are the ones hu can play soccer

YOU Y WE LOST???COZZ THEY DONT HAVE THE BONDING......
WE NEED TEAM BONDING..... CMON....I'VE BEEN SUSPENDED...GOSH........
CAN I LOVE FATIN?

g000d

:)

fatin

ahahaa.....
ok i met this long lost girl actually,there's a time when i was otw home she stares at me and so do i.....
SKALI AGAIN,MEET OUTSIDE STADIUM.........i shouted n.......................
got her number.....yes2 a lil bit like....farahin(terms)of attitude.....quraisya(terms)of behaviour...
farhana(voice)......walk.....like.......syu....... sporty like......nad n lysa...........ahahahacan she be the one????
gosh laugh n ttalk n laugh n talk.....
ok ......

its like she's something.... yup2 she is........
i wonder is she the ryte one?.........
loves never end.........


go00000000000d nono im not on fire....")

and (qj),,,its ur cousin.....i know:)

....nothing just.....

if u love someone, tell her how u admire her.always tell her you love her at times.when she's upset ,hold her tight.pick her over all the other girls,you hang out with.play with her hAIR,TICKLE HER MAKE HER LAUGH or wrestle with her...no forced used(for guys).just talk to her,tell her jokes,follow the flow...just bring her flowers,just because.hold her hand and run.....
let her fall asleep on ur arms....SING TO HER NO MATTER HOW AWFUL IT SOUNDS LIKE...
get her mad at you then kiss her.givve her piggyback rides.tell her she is
beautiful,marvellous!!when she's feelin down or sad,stay on the phone with her no matter what....stare in to her eyes n kiss on her forehead......

but,
if she doesnt even give a damn of tat,,,,,,,,,
uhhh....
try harder.......

give up?.........
try not to......

but if the truth is tat she doesnt love you.....,,,,
there's nothing u can do....but just feel the pain. feel,the pain.
~~rashid~~



and can i be love by FATIN!!???
waiting.....i will.

 

love

day was great i know i hadnt been updating
great day n thankzz danial for blanjaing makan 4 4 of us hehe
damn !!
i miss my chance!!!
if i knew earlier i will go to her aha.....
damn she was ,like her..
exactly...yup2 the eyes,smile even the way she starees at me....
...luckily , we went off first if not i would be msging her ryte now:)....


and lastly
i quit school soccer..weeeee

...i lied....

friends,i know i've said i've forgotten her.....this feelings its really a secret from me....i still love.....

dearest...,
i tried to write a poem about you,but i couldnt.
i tried hard even jog to the shores n bring some papers n pens and i really wana rite a poem bout u but ,,i couldnt
i tried for days...i cant


i want u to understand how i feel. the more i write,the more emptier my mind is but then,the painwill go everytime i see your face or hear your voice.making poem,for me its like writing letters to god.
to tell someone who couldnt see how i feel inside.then, finally, god answer my prayers .the poem for me is the most wonderfull thing that i've ever written.god give me u . however hard i tried, u kept appearing inside my heart n my mind.....godd

rashid,3.1.2007
tc

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