...i lied....

friends,i know i've said i've forgotten her.....this feelings its really a secret from me....i still love.....

dearest...,
i tried to write a poem about you,but i couldnt.
i tried hard even jog to the shores n bring some papers n pens and i really wana rite a poem bout u but ,,i couldnt
i tried for days...i cant


i want u to understand how i feel. the more i write,the more emptier my mind is but then,the painwill go everytime i see your face or hear your voice.making poem,for me its like writing letters to god.
to tell someone who couldnt see how i feel inside.then, finally, god answer my prayers .the poem for me is the most wonderfull thing that i've ever written.god give me u . however hard i tried, u kept appearing inside my heart n my mind.....godd

rashid,3.1.2007
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