b2

ok........after
training,(school training.....)
was really lethargic..gosh....
otw hm i called fatin....n yeah2
we're meeting .....
25mins later...ending up meeting at big mac....
sit there laugh talk laugh..... n then went off,......
her friend was like a toyol.....dissapearing here n there....


after all that i went on the way bck hm.......
(i know guys dont usually cry)

she sent me home by takin the same bus n .......
as we were waiting for the bus,....we had a small chat n a little merajoksness,....
i didnt mean i say "she's cheap'but...cmon,,,,,
she thought tat i was saying tat she's cheap n so......
i said no fatin comeón......nawww
....she kept quiet n i was like......
tried every single thing to ........her didnt work ....i just dont know what to do....if she knew wats in my heart.....love.love.love....

what im trying to say is tat i don't wanna lose her...i dont wanna loose u fatin... iknow its irritating to say that everytime... i know.....
inside the bus.....i felt like a boy who's just loosing his life bit by bit......oh i......dont know what to say....if just u were in my shoes....if just......
i want this relationship go far far far.......
coz someone dont believe in long relationship....
i wish i wish ....she say tat....rashid....i dont wanna loose u to.... i just wish tat....but nah...nvm.... i dont expect much from her....

the truth is i have had send her a msg when i was in secondary 2(friendster msgs..)...but it didnt work n now.... no wonder she's famliar n im familiar to her..... i mean here she is in front of me....here she is.....
gosh i love her... i love b2...i love friends families n yeah i love u fatin afiqah fareez omar quasha ahmad........:)

;)love,love,love.....

~~rashid~~