dearest dearest

oh my......why can i have/find someone like elyssa,mixed with nadirah mixed with quraisya mixed with syuhairah n have a heart likemy mum:)

ok guys n boys im not talkin bout them its just that ,u see asraf have all the attention from his gf....n its great,

and nadirah , hher bf is so blind tat he couldnt see that she cares n always thnk about him.(i know before u had a relationship with him, he is sweet isnt he?)

syuhairah ,the person tat shes admire is like.....a gong gong head?cant he see tat she's like ... rite in front of her???

n elyssa ...... she's loud n yup2 many topics to talk but 1 think she firts:)ok no .dot.dot.dot.


n my mum,,. she's perfect great touch n sweet hand....i love her.

if i could just have, the attention from girls , it'll be great isnt it?
gosh.... when i think bacck last year,my relationship with farahin
was great but ok i know i made a mistake to let her go but,,,
come on .... ievery morning im talking a bout everyday since i was with her,
the msgs comes from me first,n its seldom to see her msg me first...ok....
im like the ........ haiz,.......

when i think bacck ,yup2 guys are kinda can i say bastard.....
they dont appreciate what the girls are doin n
when i tink back 2,girls are the same also.....
i gave the ...super duper attention to her n i gave her my everything.....
god.....n i only had......love cant be force is that what u were trying to say?
ok
i realise now that its like a waste of tyme ryte spendint tyme on me??
i know i know .....

i just wanna say that dont miss a chance when u have a big one....
and,cmon im not saying tat im special or wat but watch yur steps when i mean the way u treat guys coz
obviously speakin yup2 guys will fall easily but yeah......

so i guess tats i yar n btw thanx nad n syu:)
i really had think of what the think that ive done for her n wat she's done for me ...

2 AIN,u really changed my life n i like to thank you:)

:)
im happy with life ryte now:)
afiq, i miss u miss the gay times!!!
aha kuar....where u?-love-
shahiiid!!!-btol pe mcm toyol-
n friends, wait till skool reopens:)
now im off to malaysia:)
with love n care
abdul rashid bin jumahat