my life

rashid

2009-07-05T20:29:00.000-07:00

soooo long i've not update this blog hahahahaha ohoh and here this song i've sung kat baaawaaah of this blog(: oh and thank you ex. eu dont remember a thing at all(: chiow.

rashid

2008-09-09T21:43:00.000-07:00

i didnt update my blog for a long long long long time:)

well things change sooo fast . yes its fast.

when i think back right now. in my 16 years of living i've never regret a thing.
e.g

-fighting with my classmates which cried and wonder y that fight must happens.
-fighting with my bestbestfriend.
-caught by police fer doing stupid stuff
-suspend.
-the worst thing fought with a senior citizeen inside train
-get beaten up by 7 people in mrt train.
i dont know there are many more things. i say this its not because, im fighting with my friends or wat , but,(:i love them. and god made us closer as days goes by..(:

i dont know y but im gona say this.

i love mum and dad(:

i love someone but confirm cannot get.....ey ey ey i know eu think its that girl kan. . . (:nop. well maybe. . . .idk(:

well im kumpuling money to go oversees(:

peace out .acit

i miss eu diary,meng.....

2008-03-11T20:27:00.000-07:00

i thought i've found eu, i really did.....

with the space that eu need, i care.

i've never met eu,

i've never meet ta person like eu thrice....

but i did twice,

first was in secondary skull life, and now eur in secondary skul im in ite.

if the education of ite is as low as how eu think, then i'll assure eu that i can study hard.

to meet meet a person like eu is really difficult to find and hind.. :(

my friends in ite....is not the real choice of friend......tats the truth.

but one thing......they really are gaining my trust.....

i could concentrate in everything i do,,,,, i just need not even 5 but on1 minute of eur tyme just a while.....

but i've failed.....

im giving up.

ah meng(:

2008-03-03T23:44:00.000-08:00

well its really, amazing on what im feeling right now...

well pie(:,i really miss eur laughter, eur smile eur voice.

i need eu actually,but there;s a line between eu and me,

i know i mess up everything but fer all tha messages that i've sent eu seemed not be responding and my computer internet sort, fer now im just using the school comp which is slow....haiz damn damn ,,,,,,

there;s no reason fer me to forget eu.......fa....a happines in me is a small piece of heart that captures me into eu,........
i found a person that i really want and now,,,,eu just go like that and seriously, im puzzled...yes i am,,,, i feel like giving up everything that i owned and i have,,,,, i know,,,, eu wont read my blog that often but i want eu to be a part of my life....i want lah......

all this while ma'am i wait fer eur replys calls.........but i didnt receive anythg..... i dont know if i did sumthing wrong to eu but i just i wanna say im sorry if i've done anything wrong .......

faeza, a piece of my heart will always be with eu....i'll be gone......

just text me a message or anything.... i feel very suck everyday when i wake up.....

haizzz i dont have any moods to do anything,,,,,,im off

2008-02-17T06:23:00.000-08:00

when we make people, it'll come back to us....

i'l just let it be lahhh kaannn,,=)

if eu cant contact me,this is my no. 96452032

ups

2008-02-17T05:40:00.000-08:00

every good girl just seems cant to ferget their ex-es tats good lah it means that they are faithful type of person but , but, the bed thing is, if eu loved hym does he love eu ?even if he did how would eu know its true?.

and the best part is, if eu keep talking about eur ex and eu keep saying that eu really really wana ferget him or her, i guess eur just being so dumb to do so.

i've had enough of this shit, im out.

acit

2008-02-16T07:00:00.000-08:00

welll,,, today was suppose to be like a late v day lahh kann(:

but it didnt happen boo-ness;\

its okayyee ....i feel sorry fer the lost meng...:(

we'go out otha tyme(:

peace yo!

i just went fer a jog(:

wat a life i have

2008-02-14T19:55:00.000-08:00

i think im falling for euu lah menggg hahaha wth!!!!!

ka bish i dnt know what to post(:

its been long since i last post well, im good always people(: sorry fer no tag board.

times

2008-01-13T03:44:00.000-08:00

sometimes, sometimes

eu know, eu have to let go cause eu have too

no ones forcing but when eu heard a that person say that ,eu have to do what eur supposed to.

im not writing this cause im in this position but i write this to make people understand......

what that party means...(:

i know what eu feell and alll that kinda of stuff.(:

but seriously eu have to let go....cause its already stated clear.

to some people maybe, they are jst gona take it easy but not fer eu.......

easy come easy go......

hah!

believe it or not, i dont even know why i want to write this but , people if eu dnt get what i mean, eu'll get it sooner or latar(:

acit(:

a wish coming true, i wish,

2008-01-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

lala

if eu gays are going to just saying the things that are like

we'll never be the same again

we'll be seperate

or whatever shit eur just a fool cause eu are being an attention seeker....idc

i dont care ......

coz what i know, eu gays or girls, will be a friend that's already stick up in my heart(:

so no regrets(:

peace

people

2008-01-07T07:33:00.000-08:00

if eu feel that feeling of having that person, make sure eu feel.
dont ever turn back on either friends or buddys or family.
see reaallyy deep inside that fucking heart of eurs of what eu want .

see you people soon, dont bother, looking at my blog if eu just want to know whats happening only. if eu fucking think that eu guy,aare my friend, think again.
sarcarstism with limits..

wat ever....
im out.

2008-01-07T02:58:00.001-08:00

when that feeling came back,,

there's always a thing blockin me.

maybe im just not that eu really want .
i'll be gone.

okok i know nowslike late kaaan(:

2008-01-05T22:30:00.000-08:00

ok,,,,,

4th dec, a talk to remember(:

(:

KAMARUL, DONT EU WORRY,I LOVE EU, SAME TOO EU , EU ,EU ,EU,EU,EU,EU,EU,EU,EU(:

OHLALALA

AND ALEP. IM NOT LEAVING EU....

ALTHOUGH I HAVE\HAD A GIRLFIE(:

I WONT FERGET EU GAYS LAH OHKAYE(:

OH -MY BESTIE-NADIRAH AND SYUU,,,,WHERE'D EU GUYS BEEN?(:

(:

oh ite starts tmr(:

im falling for eu?(:

2008-01-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

i see eu
eu see me(:

i dont know what im actually,exactly am thinkin but, i think im falling for you(:
holidays been great(:
life great
family's great(:

everythings is a go(:

eu wait
ie wait.

seems fair(:
hmmzz(:hehee(:
love

rashid

2007-12-23T04:47:00.000-08:00

about me. im simple. i entertain stupidities and crap-ness of people....

i hve my ness in me.(:

wondering lah kan?

what is ness...

nesss is the inner part of eu the rashid-ness,,,
its like the original of eu ....
for e.g, it is soo kekek-ness(:

the kekek is the originall of the ness(:

ok crap!

2007-12-14T07:02:00.000-08:00

2007-12-14T06:43:00.000-08:00

gambar part 2

2007-12-03T06:04:00.000-08:00

gambar gambar(:

2007-12-03T05:55:00.000-08:00

kencing!!!!!! hollo2!!!!! bradaaaa!!!!

2007-12-02T03:55:00.000-08:00

SENTOSA

FUN \

GREAT

FRIENDS= HAV0C = HAPPENING BROTHER!!!!

AHLIANG!!!! ALIP!!!AH FONG!!!! AH FIQQQ!!!!! AH REN~~~!!!! AH REPP!!! AH HELMI KENTAL

including me AH cit(:

that'll be a memorable day 1 2 3,

husA~~~~!!!!!

oh and got 1 minah sesat ikot(:

2007-11-30T08:27:00.000-08:00

a friend of mine ,rakinah bte mohd jailani, had just past away last night cause ny asthma........may god bless eu,kinah.

(: uhhh.........

carik !!!!ada!!!poRNSYTAR!!!

2007-11-28T04:57:00.000-08:00

(:

2007-11-28T04:52:00.001-08:00

L

2007-11-25T07:29:00.000-08:00

liao lol wth/,

eu know whats right eu know what is wrong.

i do my part eu'll have to do eurs to.

its not my girl that eu've seen.

its my friends .

i love eu.

but.i got no needs to be in a relationship.

i know whats the best for eu eu eu eu and eu.

thats why each of eu are mad but y?

i dont wanna be in a relationship.actually.yet.

getting over eu is not easy.

cos i need to get over myself first.

people,people says for eu,i will.

eveen the wrong words seems to rhyme.

shit happens day after day.

im loosing my friends each and everyday.

i dont wanna lose anyone.no more.

but at the same time eu have to understand.im not a guy who jumps to eu n then the other one and the other.i just wanna make people happy. and realise not all's the same.

for a moment eu closed eur eyes,eu'll start thinkin a lot.
for all eu know time has gone.past.eu cant changed it.

i'll make the best for my family and friends.

congrats to all anniversarians.

~~acit~~

MORE PICTURES TO DATANG!

2007-10-10T20:17:00.000-07:00

INI PEOPLE SUNGGUH GEREK NESSS

My friends!or Should i declare u guys as my family,.

THankIU SO much! for the sabo-ing!2 TopmaN shirt!

A glass of danger love from tat belo chick!!ANd

Adidas shoes from afiq n shahid.

MY CLassmaTEs euuu made me realise that u guys are one hell of a TRue FRIEND.

I love euu people.

SPECIAL THANKX TO

KAMARUL,SHAHID,AFIQ,NIZAM,WILLY,ARAB,NURUL, MIRA LAH ENH, PENNY,ZEA,HALIBAN!!!danial

DAh kANN????

iLOVE EUU PEOPLEE!!!!!

THANKZ FOR THE GIFTZ.

and a sabbo to remembered.

2007-09-24T01:33:00.000-07:00

rintihan rindu masih ku rasa bebbb.......

haiz.....cinta yang ku jujur masih ada.......

:) can i find love?.

2007-09-18T03:33:00.001-07:00

i can never be your friend.
i can never be.

when your with me we talk about them now,ur saving your life n now u have them :) thats good.:)

.

~~acit~~.

dont

2007-09-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

aha!!tips2

the words tat seems to shine ur heart is

i want u always

i need u by myside.\

just a moment with you.

i love you.

i've so long never use tese words to a girl:)

its note easy to find a girl that u dreamt of you know..:)

thats true.

everyone needs a moment with the person they love..

well:)

its true dont deny it:)

the problems in relationship are most always settles with bestfriends am i ryte?:)

again,dont deny it:)

also for you lovebirds, dont take to long to say i love you coz,time flies fast:)

a moment let it out is all u need.

i need my friends but all seems to go away.

well

2007-09-11T08:23:00.000-07:00

u seems so

near but yet,still far.

i cant reach upon 2 you.

the moment u left,

i was thinking aboout you.

-and thats a common mistakes that people make.

2007-09-08T21:37:00.000-07:00

i know u've completed everything:)
i cant tell u if there's an answer..so i'll let it be.
if its all a mystery , ill just give it up for u to figure it out,.
sometimes u must know what games ur playing.
everyone just seems to go their own way....
afi with his fanaa,kamarul with them,shahid kpm,left willy n danial.

god,dont pull them away from a relationship i have,:) i treasure everyone that i know.
there's no reason for us to be seperated,..i dont look fer seperationss.....

4 exams more to go,.im giving out to do ma best.prooving mr ngio(giler)!!!!

2007-08-29T03:16:00.000-07:00

2007-08-25T22:33:00.000-07:00

outings:)

2007-08-25T21:51:00.000-07:00

there are still more pics to cum:):)

national day:)

2007-08-25T21:44:00.000-07:00

2007-08-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

guys played girls n
girls played guys:)

2007-08-20T07:38:00.001-07:00

Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.
Love is a moment that lasts forever...
You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love.
If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with meI would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.
Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name.Living life without you just wouldnt be the same
If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.
If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden.
When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you...when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you...When i hold you i was afraid to love you Now that i love you im afraid to lose you.
Telling someone you love them comes from the heart The place that made you love them from the start.
True love never leaves the heart, so if you dont love me now, you didnt love me then.
It is impossible to fall out of love, love is such a powerful emotion,That once it envelops you, it does not depart.
True love is eternal.If you think you were once in love but fell out of it, than it wasent love you were in
I ran up the door,shut the stairs,said my pj's and put on my prayers.I turned off the bed and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me goodnight.
No Boy Is Worth Fightig For, And If You Have To Fight To Get Him, Than You're Better Off Without Him.
The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv, Its Making The One You Luv...Luv you Back.
A Cute Guy Can Open Up My Eyes, A Smart Guy Can Open Up My Mind,But Only A Sweet Guy Can Open My Heart.
I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New..I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You
I don't know weather to smile cause you're happier with her or cry cause you're not mine.
Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other, B ut then every morning I wake up and realize I love you more then the day before.
I want to be happy because hes happy But how can I be happy knowing im not the one making him smile.
Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart, But nothing hurts me more than you,Because you broke my heart.
It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.
Love is friendship, friendship is love. If love fails, friendship should remain. For friendship is the foundation of love.
Let your heart guide you...but listen closely because it whispers.
You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,Y ou make me laugh at the unfunniest things,B ut most of all, you make me love you...W hen I shouldn't be loving you.
You will know when you really love someoneWhen you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.
Don't be too good i will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too sweet, I might fall. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
And all for love, and nothing for reward.
A complete need should not exist...love, life in common with loved ones?
what we love intensely or for a long timewe are likely to bring within the citadel,and to assert as part of oneself.
A girl without freckles is like a night without stars.
A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.
A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.
A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.
A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years.
A kiss? the renunciation of the heart when one is no longer alone.
A lawful kiss is never worth a stolen one.
A lover fears all that he believes.
A lover without indescretion is no lover at all.
A man is not where he lives, but where he loves.
A meeting between two beingswho complete one another,who are made foreach other, borders already,in my opinion, on a miracle.
A part of us remains where ever we have been.
A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and metogether forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never inheart.
A pity beyond all tellingIs hid in the heart of love.

friends

2007-08-14T07:34:00.002-07:00

life of a friendship,

easy to say tat u love em.

my mistake.

i really love them.

i owe them a lot.

all those memories.

hey bro"s,

i oowe life upon u.

u know hu u are.

tats all.

im sorry.

i know.

i have no guts.

this next tyme, i put my life in it.

love
abdul rashid jumahat.

friends

2007-08-14T07:34:00.001-07:00

2007-07-31T03:12:00.000-07:00

2007-07-29T07:02:00.000-07:00

i enjoy going fishing with them hahaha

wth bob is like a wild pig:)
hahaha
ok wth

i enjoy todays outing:)damn.....

how can i....into the longkang!!!

n jammin was greatt hahah fish again enh?:)

they help me much from thinking about some people:)

classmates,n friends,u're loved!

sometimes u think tat people are bad,
they change.

worlds

2007-07-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

welll,,,alll i had was new experience....
seee
NOW i know what it feels.....

welcome people, to my story.

lets say....

lami love this girl.lami told lumi that lami admire this gerl....

then 3-5 months later,lumi had her......n lami said oh its ok:)

-everytime lami loves a girl other people will get that girl-

lumi was then given A chance......with her....

n so they had the sweetest relationship ever...:):)

then after months n weeks, lumi break of with the gerl,,,,

2 weeks later he realise how important she was....

he tried to get her back,,,,but all he did was useless....

weeks n weeks , day by day he tried to get her bacckk,,its useleess,

addicted to her lumi was,,.......

now.......a person came.....1 of lumi n lami's friend........

he got to know with the gerl.....then.......

he gets her...n now they are happy.......

a new experience of getting a hard hot girl....

at the same time......

people wont know how fast she could ferget him.....

people realise only after what had had happen...

now i myself knows whats the feeling of an admirer being grab by someone else.....

maybe people dont know whats going on but the people hu had the feeling before knows wat he/i mean.-i bet if u read this,u wont understand it-

hopeless he feels..

pain deep inside his body n through his heart, he was stabb.....

all he could do was to hide his feelings...

she was `e` one he realiseses.......

sometimes life feels unfair....at tha same time we must also know

what is fantasy,n what is real....

rejection people get?dont give up.

but.theres nothing u could do to force.

its unbelievable how people hides their feelings....

if u hadnt been in that position....u wont know how it feels....

so far...seriously, this is the new experience....

and all the person could talk to was washis blog...n to himself coz....

no matter hu he tells...people will know....

only you yourselff determined ur life....

know what it feels

know how it feels

know why it feels

know her well.

yes pain is what u'll feel but all u could do was to face the music.....

my story,my life

2007-07-14T01:41:00.000-07:00

from now on,,,no words will be said to her.ok go

2007-07-11T20:55:00.000-07:00

also if u look back at my archieves,,it hurts damn it. bye

am not going to keep this anymore coz it hurts n irritating always!

2007-07-11T20:30:00.000-07:00

well.....i just dont know wat to say ....u see.....

ok nvm guys.....
n gerls.
when u dont have any reasons to 4get the person tat u trully hearts
can u 4get tat person?

if u have a reason,then theres a reason 4 u to hate n ferget tat person am i ryte????

well,,,i fucking cant!!!!
i hate to keep it to myself people!!!!!
coz every fucking tyme, whenever i look at my ROCCO's profile at friendster,,,,n i will tend to regret every fucking thing i did.
akk the testimonials n comment from her,
n from other people....!!!!its all my mistakes!!!
well tlking about chances,....2 types of people,1st type,she stead with hym she broke with him(tats 1st chance)
then she realise tat he realises his mistakes!n takes up a challenge n he got his second chance!

2nd type!@#%$,she gave hym a try,,,,n she gave him loads of love,..!!!!!
n then,,,he was jeolous n ask fer break!!!
weeks later he realises tat OMFG iwtf am i doing>?????
he tries to get back with her!but all or watever he did fer her didnt make her sees tat he loves her truthfully n needed a second chance!
y?is it because she doesnt take all her second hand ex?????
or she didnt trust hym anymore as she already gave him chances!.
n tat chance was only once,,,n tat was the ferst tym he n she was attached,tat was the ferst chance n she said there will be no second chance....

GIRLS,PLEASE,SOMETIMES,BOYS SAYS THEY ARE SHY,N SOMETIMES THEY ARE PLAYFUL,, BUT IT DOESNT MEAN THAT THEY ARENT SERIOUS.....

AND ALSO,,,SOME PEOPLE JUST KEEPS THEIR FEELINGS HIDING AWAY AS THEY KNOWTHEY HAD BEEN IN TAT POSITION ,,,,,N TAKE NOTE,,SOMETIMES PEOPLE IGNORE U DOESNT MEANT THAT THEY dont love you.COZ

WATEVER U DO THEYLL SEE W/O U KNOWING N THEY WILL HEAR UR VOICES W/O U KNOWING AS THEY ADMIRE YOU!

N FOR ME i just dont see the real u on how i used to know u.

2007-07-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

moving on n on on

haaaaaaa!!!!!!

damn faritz n damn u haida:)!!!!!!

seriously,,,,,

there's sumting i wish n want to tell u!!!hahan btw,
hahaha hmmmm:)

im just so happy.....

2007-07-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

hmmm todays game against home united was great won 2-0...i played last man....for such long tyme i didnt play tat position......

btw.....who ever wants her dont say eh shid....bleh tak?green light eh????hah wth...i got nothing to do with her....well i share everything with my friends but only tat for this past few days im sick......dmn wonder wat that blood is,,.......welll haizz i share 1all things with my mum n she is the only one who inspires me....i dont know wat will happen without my mum....welll i love her,,my family n friends.......welll afiq, kamarul,shahid,danial......aizat.,asraf,faritz,haidar,nad bte jumariiii,auni,masitah,azwan PUNAWAN, nia alll are the bestes friends i've evre had in my life.......damn.......move on thats what im telling myself....the only way is to play soccer tats the thing tats gg to make me ferget her....:).....

welll ,,,i used to exprssed my feelings on her but....i guesss im just shioksendiri...heehehehe

welll im changing n ill try....this kallang airport stuff.........

slowly ill try to get myself out of it.",

hope to have one when im growing up to be an older person:)

be happy people:)

my PLAN is just to have a normal lyfe:)

ill change:)
4 u:)

...

2007-06-10T05:17:00.000-07:00

hell of a juneday!!!!ahaz.damn comp spoilt n i have to use my sis latop..its been loong since i played comp,.......hmmm....i've got nothing to say..all i wana say is..hmmm....
and yeah.i cat sleep fer the past few daysss damn,,........i l0ve people:)..................hwever....aha=//... wat shit..hftf.....im corn....offf...lethargically....i've got othing to do,...am tired of havIng two blg........sssss..............hmmm....i wana be in sec two again...in 2005 can???i remember all the good better beszzt things,.......shhhoooootzzzz!!!!!hmmm......wow im so greatfull tat i can play computer...ahah hmm...

btw,,,,im not a person which lost this thing n find back this thing......n after lose this thing find bck this thing...yeah....hmmmmm

:)

2007-05-20T04:02:00.000-07:00

on th first place, i know..i cant get over her.... n yeah...i know.... but then.......a girl came along... i wonder can shebe the one???....haiz.....
to shrt the story up,,it wasnt lon....n i idn blieve in long term relatioship anymore...but i only believe i wit a girl....yeah....i guess the only thing here is now that i ....have to move on..... .its her again...i knew from the start aint spposed to be lk this,.....i know..no one wiill read this.. i wonder ow to get ain.....guys n fatin,thanx 4everything

...

2007-03-08T21:47:00.000-08:00

ok/......

i didnt update...aarrr

aha who cares.....

hmmz

relationship...ok good...no comments

spf got third in the east zone side.

dissappointing results,.

on thursday me and fatin walked home...chases cockroaches...... runaway from crazy indian...phaha...hmmz......

and i love my friends i really do....:)

rashid

14 feb...

2007-02-15T05:13:00.000-08:00

ouh my skool lost....wth...with all the conflicts......

n yeah i met fatin at 10p.m... n im attached:)
love

i doo

2007-02-10T23:10:00.000-08:00

ups n downs will be in a relationship....

hmmz....i just cant express hw i really love her....

i just really do love fatin afiqah.hmmm

i dont care if people are gona say tat she....blah blah blah... until i dont see it in front of my eyes,she's innocent.

ut once i do it'll be really hard.trust me....it will be hard...

love.,,,,,....

2007-02-10T22:29:00.000-08:00

........

2007-02-10T02:43:00.001-08:00

i really am am am not in a mood oKAYY SO NO COMMENTS!WTF!FCUK:)

,.....

2007-02-10T02:41:00.000-08:00

PROMISES TO ME IS,

IF U ALREADY PROMISE A PERSON,U WILL DO IT.
YES YES.
TAT IS WAT PROMISES ARE.OK GO

ok ni lame2 ones

2007-02-06T03:12:00.000-08:00

.mapun!!!!!!!

2007-02-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

well2 today was really tiring....am fcuking sick ryte now.......gosh/.......that game was cruell....f***

haiz...after match went to b.t met friendssss
then.....met her...gosh it was really3 tiring really am.....i was like half dead but i wanna see her...coz...yeah i must....force maself....

then after meeting her we went lepak..........
then after sending huda home......i wanna send her but.....then stubborn of her she sent me in the front f my house...ohhh.....u stubborn lady.....
watever it is its gonna be a big thank you big3 thank you n appreciatiion.......love.
always rashid....
tin........
yeahhh.....
tinnn......
naw....!!

bi n b2

2007-02-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

good neess

today was a great ter training.....i went lepakz with the 5 idiotics springfielders at foodculture.....frm 12 till around 3....
then i went home......

then as usual.....always not forgetting dearie b2,,,,, fatiiiiiiiiin
ohhh she;'s gorgeous....yup2 she is....
i cant take my eyes of u..........
yes2 its true....meet her up at aroun 5.15....when she told me to wait at 4.45.............i miss her loads n loads......
we went laughing n laughing n laughing n laughing......then we took some peoples letter from their house,n that was faratin's idea....heehee....

quickly we went to the tenth floor n open everything up.....oops dont u guys think the other way......i mean we open every letter that we took....haAHA... she also sempat buat paper plane n threw out the plane,...from the tenth floor....(jubo turn right)...wth.....n then finally we threw off everything tat we took ......from the tenth floor....(btw she's kepo coz her jersey number was 21 n mine tooo...) .....then we went off like bonnie n clyde...... then....yeah stopped at 5th floor n .............yeah.....10 mins later we're off:).....
oh god.......i reaallly3 do appreciate in wat i have ryte now...friends......family n her, fatin.

~~love~~rashid

goods n bad

2007-01-31T05:41:00.000-08:00

(bad things)
my phone lar.... i know.....u guys wondering how it can be lyke ryte.......actually....its onli a little fight.....
(goods)
but watever it is,,, i love her...yes i do .....
i always do....yeah.....
....i thought......she was coming but...she didnt came ....... nvm its ok...as long i have fatin by myside....
oh fatin.....:)
heehee
im sorry to say this but i love n miss you sooo muchie-muchies..:)
....... and btw
for three years spf n gvss always drew in a match n today, we won yup2 we won.......:)

........

2007-01-30T04:30:00.000-08:00

was really busy today with soccer,remedial....n....talk to her not even 3 mins.... msg her 9 tymes....n.....yeah
love,rashid

b2

2007-01-30T00:02:00.000-08:00

ok........after
training,(school training.....)
was really lethargic..gosh....
otw hm i called fatin....n yeah2
we're meeting .....
25mins later...ending up meeting at big mac....
sit there laugh talk laugh..... n then went off,......
her friend was like a toyol.....dissapearing here n there....

after all that i went on the way bck hm.......
(i know guys dont usually cry)

she sent me home by takin the same bus n .......
as we were waiting for the bus,....we had a small chat n a little merajoksness,....
i didnt mean i say "she's cheap'but...cmon,,,,,
she thought tat i was saying tat she's cheap n so......
i said no fatin comeón......nawww
....she kept quiet n i was like......
tried every single thing to ........her didnt work ....i just dont know what to do....if she knew wats in my heart.....love.love.love....

what im trying to say is tat i don't wanna lose her...i dont wanna loose u fatin... iknow its irritating to say that everytime... i know.....
inside the bus.....i felt like a boy who's just loosing his life bit by bit......oh i......dont know what to say....if just u were in my shoes....if just......
i want this relationship go far far far.......
coz someone dont believe in long relationship....
i wish i wish ....she say tat....rashid....i dont wanna loose u to.... i just wish tat....but nah...nvm.... i dont expect much from her....

the truth is i have had send her a msg when i was in secondary 2(friendster msgs..)...but it didnt work n now.... no wonder she's famliar n im familiar to her..... i mean here she is in front of me....here she is.....
gosh i love her... i love b2...i love friends families n yeah i love u fatin afiqah fareez omar quasha ahmad........:)

;)love,love,love.....

~~rashid~~

:)

2007-01-27T21:01:00.000-08:00

its really ......fun:)LOve:)

love

2007-01-25T18:57:00.000-08:00

dearest,,b2,, If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling .................................

A stranger you were once.Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.As our lives engaged,you lit my life and I held both your hands.Now that decades have passed,ours souls have indeed become one.How fortunate we are that we have found the love so truethat everyone dreams about.with anyone other than you..............................

Your lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away.....

wooooohooooo

2007-01-25T18:26:00.001-08:00

ok....yesterday after training i went to sports hall... supposed to have a date....aha....
i've waited fer her like 20 mins n.....there's no one.... along the way bck hm,,
she msg me where m i....so i called n ask her to wait at tampines int....
5 mins later......

heyou!!!!
your late!!!says fatin........
n i was lyke no.... iwaited fer you n u didnt show up....n then blah3
i have to gave on....:p means i lost tat conversations:)
went to food culture....n chat laugh chat laugh.....aha....n then laugh then went to tamp int...... send her bck home .....
inside the bus........

ahem3
close your eyes...
n .......yup-pahohe2 je lah enh....then followed her friend to met her ex while we were.....
again........yup2
then walk me home went my house put my beg.....
n then started walking towards her house:)
n again.................

aha yeah got one time we did it bside a road n in front of a rubbish truck while one apek was sleeping heeeheeee

wooooohooooo

2007-01-25T18:26:00.000-08:00

.....harsh

2007-01-24T22:03:00.000-08:00

n000000 skool lost 5-1?????
WHAT THE HELL.....
TO TELL U THE TRUTH WE CAN WIN!!!!!
ALTHOUGH I DIDNT PLAY<<<<,,,,,,,,,,,,THE WAY I SAW THEM PLAY YESTERDAY,,,
GOSH WE DOMINATED THE FIRST 20 MINS!!!!N THEN.....BOOOOM!!!!!
wth....the skool team is really3 strong!!!
with nawawi,acap at the back there shouldnt be any probs.....
with midfielders like faiz,afiq,khairi,fadhlun,,,,there shouldnt be anyprobs ryte??
shahid striker....aizat.......all are the ones hu can play soccer

YOU Y WE LOST???COZZ THEY DONT HAVE THE BONDING......
WE NEED TEAM BONDING..... CMON....I'VE BEEN SUSPENDED...GOSH........
CAN I LOVE FATIN?

g000d

:)

2007-01-23T20:59:00.000-08:00

fatin

2007-01-23T20:20:00.000-08:00

ahahaa.....
ok i met this long lost girl actually,there's a time when i was otw home she stares at me and so do i.....
SKALI AGAIN,MEET OUTSIDE STADIUM.........i shouted n.......................
got her number.....yes2 a lil bit like....farahin(terms)of attitude.....quraisya(terms)of behaviour...
farhana(voice)......walk.....like.......syu....... sporty like......nad n lysa...........ahahahacan she be the one????
gosh laugh n ttalk n laugh n talk.....
ok ......

its like she's something.... yup2 she is........
i wonder is she the ryte one?.........
loves never end.........

go00000000000d nono im not on fire....")

and (qj),,,its ur cousin.....i know:)

....nothing just.....

2007-01-22T21:24:00.000-08:00

if u love someone, tell her how u admire her.always tell her you love her at times.when she's upset ,hold her tight.pick her over all the other girls,you hang out with.play with her hAIR,TICKLE HER MAKE HER LAUGH or wrestle with her...no forced used(for guys).just talk to her,tell her jokes,follow the flow...just bring her flowers,just because.hold her hand and run.....
let her fall asleep on ur arms....SING TO HER NO MATTER HOW AWFUL IT SOUNDS LIKE...
get her mad at you then kiss her.givve her piggyback rides.tell her she is
beautiful,marvellous!!when she's feelin down or sad,stay on the phone with her no matter what....stare in to her eyes n kiss on her forehead......

but,
if she doesnt even give a damn of tat,,,,,,,,,
uhhh....
try harder.......

give up?.........
try not to......

but if the truth is tat she doesnt love you.....,,,,
there's nothing u can do....but just feel the pain. feel,the pain.
~~rashid~~

and can i be love by FATIN!!???
waiting.....i will.

2007-01-22T20:22:00.000-08:00

love

2007-01-13T04:17:00.000-08:00

day was great i know i hadnt been updating
great day n thankzz danial for blanjaing makan 4 4 of us hehe
damn !!
i miss my chance!!!
if i knew earlier i will go to her aha.....
damn she was ,like her..
exactly...yup2 the eyes,smile even the way she starees at me....
...luckily , we went off first if not i would be msging her ryte now:)....

and lastly
i quit school soccer..weeeee

...i lied....

2007-01-03T01:52:00.000-08:00

friends,i know i've said i've forgotten her.....this feelings its really a secret from me....i still love.....

dearest...,
i tried to write a poem about you,but i couldnt.
i tried hard even jog to the shores n bring some papers n pens and i really wana rite a poem bout u but ,,i couldnt
i tried for days...i cant

i want u to understand how i feel. the more i write,the more emptier my mind is but then,the painwill go everytime i see your face or hear your voice.making poem,for me its like writing letters to god.
to tell someone who couldnt see how i feel inside.then, finally, god answer my prayers .the poem for me is the most wonderfull thing that i've ever written.god give me u . however hard i tried, u kept appearing inside my heart n my mind.....godd

rashid,3.1.2007
tc

What a Girl Wants

2007-01-03T00:39:00.000-08:00

understand this

What a Girl Wants

sentosa!!!!!

2007-01-01T22:03:00.000-08:00

2007-01-01T21:49:00.000-08:00

weeee

2007-01-01T21:42:00.000-08:00

more photos to come lah

2006-12-25T05:29:00.000-08:00

still motr photos to come:)

2006-12-25T02:04:00.000-08:00

2006-12-24T21:35:00.000-08:00

still cameroon highlands!!!!-my family-

2006-12-24T21:32:00.000-08:00

that tree is out of love too cold to be alone:)

still cameroon highlands!!!!

2006-12-24T21:23:00.000-08:00

camerooon highlands!!!

2006-12-24T21:14:00.000-08:00

inside the buss

2006-12-24T21:08:00.000-08:00

weeee ader cerita wayang
ada game ada........ok wat more do u want?

wohhoo

2006-12-24T20:54:00.000-08:00

while waiting for the bus

before going
yum2

huhg!

2006-12-24T20:24:00.001-08:00

gimme a break can???
i dont do things like tat n for goodness sake wat do i get?
im starting to feel........i dunnoe unfair n god!if u wana f**king give hint mite as well say it to tat person ryte.....n might as welll rite ok .i read n its like a smiley face n love....unless ____.wth.hu do i expect ?i know know i used tat thingy word but then i dont know if u got someone else lah oso using tat word but 4 wat i wana rite tat sei???!!!

fuck to admire ryte now lar!accusing people wrongly u shouldnt ok wth ........

huhg!

2006-12-24T20:24:00.000-08:00

.......

2006-12-21T01:04:00.000-08:00

ok n btw hope u n ur new wannabe guys great yar ain....

god i hate my space....

dearest dearest

2006-12-20T21:30:00.000-08:00

oh my......why can i have/find someone like elyssa,mixed with nadirah mixed with quraisya mixed with syuhairah n have a heart likemy mum:)

ok guys n boys im not talkin bout them its just that ,u see asraf have all the attention from his gf....n its great,

and nadirah , hher bf is so blind tat he couldnt see that she cares n always thnk about him.(i know before u had a relationship with him, he is sweet isnt he?)

syuhairah ,the person tat shes admire is like.....a gong gong head?cant he see tat she's like ... rite in front of her???

n elyssa ...... she's loud n yup2 many topics to talk but 1 think she firts:)ok no .dot.dot.dot.

n my mum,,. she's perfect great touch n sweet hand....i love her.

if i could just have, the attention from girls , it'll be great isnt it?
gosh.... when i think bacck last year,my relationship with farahin
was great but ok i know i made a mistake to let her go but,,,
come on .... ievery morning im talking a bout everyday since i was with her,
the msgs comes from me first,n its seldom to see her msg me first...ok....
im like the ........ haiz,.......

when i think bacck ,yup2 guys are kinda can i say bastard.....
they dont appreciate what the girls are doin n
when i tink back 2,girls are the same also.....
i gave the ...super duper attention to her n i gave her my everything.....
god.....n i only had......love cant be force is that what u were trying to say?
ok
i realise now that its like a waste of tyme ryte spendint tyme on me??
i know i know .....

i just wanna say that dont miss a chance when u have a big one....
and,cmon im not saying tat im special or wat but watch yur steps when i mean the way u treat guys coz
obviously speakin yup2 guys will fall easily but yeah......

so i guess tats i yar n btw thanx nad n syu:)
i really had think of what the think that ive done for her n wat she's done for me ...

2 AIN,u really changed my life n i like to thank you:)

:)
im happy with life ryte now:)
afiq, i miss u miss the gay times!!!
aha kuar....where u?-love-
shahiiid!!!-btol pe mcm toyol-
n friends, wait till skool reopens:)
now im off to malaysia:)
with love n care
abdul rashid bin jumahat

ok.....

2006-12-17T21:29:00.000-08:00

ok.....now thenn with my friendssss:)

2006-12-17T21:26:00.000-08:00

me ,danial auni n izah

2006-12-17T21:23:00.000-08:00

ahaaa
ohoooo

gooodneessss this pictures i dont even noe when we went out:)omg.....ahaaaa

okayyy daahh lamers tak updatedate

2006-12-17T20:37:00.000-08:00

ikan diek cacat

family outinnngg weeee!!!!!!

wooo

2006-12-13T21:44:00.000-08:00

wat a celebration!!!!!!1
but no
cake,,,,hah to baddd!

twirl n twist .....

2006-12-13T19:38:00.000-08:00

i've waited 4 the day to come ......i .....
i know tat this will happen....goshh
ouch!ouch!ouch!

ive got no more ..............words...
goodbye love,.

a day at there haha

2006-12-12T20:20:00.000-08:00

ok i woke at ..... i dont remember n then met friends n then we proceed
really freaking fun day lar........ok.......
alip-we waited for hym for2 hours...
acap-looser
raffi-english hancur-able
-imagine this-we were playing soccer then....
raffi:eh pass aku!!!
rashid:bising saak!
raffi:eh sane2 ade orang tgh JOGGER!!!!
omg all of us laugh out freaking loud man

farahin i have to tell u this..p.s ilove you ahaha no lah alittle onli
ok maybe loads ok....oh wth.....

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2006-12-12T20:05:00.000-08:00

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so longg

2006-12-10T22:30:00.000-08:00

ok..its been soo long i've neve update like a year like tat....ahah ok lame... i know....
so hows life my friends?
hows life ain?
great i know never been better ryte...
ohk haha ,,..... i miss all my friends seriously speaking yes,i miss dem
this past few days im a little tired i dont know y but but i woke up at 1++ wat the hell i know.....

the classic romeo n juliet story is superb.....gosh
.......

wat ever it is guys n girls remember everything happen is gods will n
in every life of ours we will always face
competition:)

reavealings things

2006-12-06T03:54:00.000-08:00

i can forget ain.......
yeah....
but ,,,,
i cant forget farahin bte abdul

malek.ok

i.......

got nothing to say coz 80% of my blog is like hers

i mean its all bout her....

haaaaaa im crazy i know

i hop one day theres a person like her....

14 december i cant go out.....

but .........

i can go out with her weeee!

ulesss ,

im gone.....

im just waiting fer the tyme to come.

:)rashid

psst; that was my last tyme hair

yeah

2006-12-04T21:11:00.000-08:00

my ride

my car hehe
ahah this is my toy car:)

oh wat the helll... im bored

2006-12-04T21:06:00.000-08:00

my sports ride

my cute face:)

hello kitty's concert

2006-12-04T20:45:00.000-08:00